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Mademoiselle

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"I'm Not Perfect, But I Am Limited Edition..."

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Mademoiselle last won the day on July 29

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  1. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

    Current song lyrics:

    [Verse]
    This is how it ends
    Not with a whisper but a bang
    Slammin' doors and broken picture frames
    Puffed-up pride and called-out names

    I ransom gold
    Peddle your wares on down the road
    Your manufactured love will stop the show
    For all the fools just passin' by
    Who have yet to get wise

    [Chorus]
    I never meant to break your heart
    I only meant to speak the truth
    Where do we go from here, my dear?
    I'll leave that up to you

    "This is for the best," is what you said
    Made-up debts, you claim, must be repaid
    Imaginary dragons waiting to be slain
    A narcissistic windmill rides

    [Chorus]
    I never meant to break your heart
    I only meant to speak the truth
    Where do we go from here, my dear?
    I'll leave that up to you
    I'll leave that up to you

    [Verse]
    So this is how it ends
    Not with a whisper but a bang
    Slammin' doors and broken picture frames
    Puffed-up pride and called-out names

    I ransom gold
    Peddle your wares on down the road
    Your manufactured love will stop the show
    For all the fools just passin' by
    Who have yet to get wise

    [Chorus]
    I never meant to break your heart
    I only meant to speak the truth
    Where do we go from here, my dear?
    I'll leave that up to you

  2. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

    Today is in the air
    Again today another incident that just went off
    No way this time I will not take the blame
    It's pretty obvious who need to shut up
    Ashtrays filled with the fruits of our transgression
    Here and there sarcasm overflows
    To stay I'll need this sitcom to be re-run till I get the gist of just how it goes

    So what would you have me do?

    Give me a reason c'mon now make my day'cause I'm out of cheeks to turn the other way
    Ask yourself just how lucky do you feel.

    Somehow I've been blindsided by my own kindhearted notion of just who we are
    No doubt we'd have collided anyway with the indicted and you raising alarm
    First round I'll take my bows into my corner take my vows regroup and run back again
    Bloodhound and off no better pedigree than what you see so you could not offend
    Did I act like a fool 'cause I didn't know what to do when you gave me just a little bit more than I bargained for a little too much in my hands when my hands are tied

    It's the ultimate fling to go frolicking licking the muck from the soles of the boots of your pride every time you lied

    Give me a reason c'mon now make my day'cause I'm out of cheeks to turn the other way
    Ask yourself just how lucky do you feel

    Gime me a reason c'mon now make my day
    Spoken my pleas now someone's gotta pay ask yourself just how lucky do you feel

    can you give me a reason movin into grey something I can hold on to at the end of the day
    'cause I can't move on till I now what's the deal

    1. Harvey

      Harvey

      Used to like these guys back in the day!

    2. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      I still do ;o 

    3. Harvey

      Harvey

      eww emo

    4. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      xD Alright not really emo but if you say so. 

    5. Harvey

      Harvey

      emo

    6. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      K

  3. Mademoiselle

    Rest in peace you glorious bastard <3

    But the rest of them
  4. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

    I can't even take it in... RIP Stan Lee

  5. Mademoiselle

    Rest in peace you glorious bastard <3

    I'm just speechless.... Every marvel film now being released won't have him featuring in it... Breaks my heart.... RIP
  6. Mademoiselle

    Punching

    What if it’s you vs their gang and you kill their friend (who attacked you) so they decide to kill you... seems to be a bit iffy on that part.
  7. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

     

    1. Click

      Click

      King

    2. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      ?

  8. Mademoiselle

    Dealing with Depression

    I have had severe depression according to doctors since I was 11. That's when it was only me having minor problems - I don't know what'd be now... I normally ended up blanking out, distracting myself such as if a video or movie or game gets boring to me - I switch it immediatley. If a song on the radio bores me, boom, switched. If people aren't talking anything important or interesting for me, watch a video. I have to constantly distract myself to end up not becoming more severely depressed. And sometimes it becomes very unhealthy. Like... VERY unhealthy. I also comfort eat A LOT so I gain weight like no tomorrow. I try to motivate myself going to the gym (But for some reason they always seem to be closed -_-) or eating healthy but nothing releases endorphines like a good bar of chocolate, coffee and cake... I also like to do photoshoots with my friend who is a professional photographer since it boosts my confidence. Distracts me and it's a fun day to get out of the house. As much as I hate to admit it, if I don't distract myself, suicide becomes a topic in my mind. Hence I have to switch. Or end up randomly singing. Or you hear me laughing cause I'm watching videos whilst you try to talk to me. I wish I wasn't like this but yeah... I seeked professional help when it got really bad when I was caring for my dad. I went to the doctors for help. I went for help and they discharged me. In the end I gave up putting my energy into things that only failed me. I seem to be ok as of now. My mum is what keeps me strong, she helps me cope.
  9. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

     

    1. Solo

      Solo

      Tune. 

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  10. Mademoiselle

    How many BeanZ have you given?

    1750
  11. Mademoiselle

    1.0 IS OUT LETS GOOO

    This can't be true... can it!?
  12. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

     

    Remember, remember the fifth of November, 
    Gunpowder treason and plot. 
    We see no reason 
    Why gunpowder treason 
    Should ever be forgot! 

    Guy Fawkes, guy, t'was his intent 
    To blow up king and parliament. 
    Three score barrels were laid below 
    To prove old England's overthrow. 

    By god's mercy he was catch'd 
    With a darkened lantern and burning match. 
    So, holler boys, holler boys, Let the bells ring. 
    Holler boys, holler boys, God save the king.

    And what shall we do with him? 
    Burn him! 

    1. RandyRP

      RandyRP

      This is a great Film. Watched it in my Ethics class and had to write an essay on it.

  13. Mademoiselle

    Mademoiselle

     

    1. Click

      Click

      good song

  14. Mademoiselle

    • Mademoiselle
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    • Dino

    Already purple, now admin?

    1. Dino

      Dino

      Soon™

  15. Mademoiselle

    • Mademoiselle
    •   
    • Autumn

    Soon GM?

    1. Autumn

      Autumn

      Next week. Already lined up for me.

    2. Autumn

      Autumn

      Scratch that.

    3. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      ... oh... tf

    4. Autumn

      Autumn

      Had a final warning on my record. Rip.

    5. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      😞 

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