On vacation with the wife and child when it hit the fan. I lost them within 2 days and I will not get over that. I am a paramedic with lots of time as a flight medic. Im used to not being able to save everyone but when i lost my family that struck a nerve. I am alone. I am cold. I feel like I am dying of starvation. Im not sure what to do or where to go when i have infected all around me but i know i must move and must act soon or else that will be it. I havent seen another human in weeks. Hopefully soon that will change
