"People seek answers. They seek knowledge, wisdom...and contentedness in existence. Something, which I'm afraid to say; you shall never find through true perception of existential awareness. It's rabbit hole you can only delve so far down, until there is no turning back. Trust me when I say this...if I could go back to living the life of a sheep, wearing rose tinted shades...I would do just that. There is no fulfilment to be found in the mind of someone who understands our existence. Why? Because, I hate to break it to you my dear...there is no objective answer. Existence is what you make of it, and the more aware you become of how fundamentally meaningless it is - you begin to realise, that no contrived answer will leave you in a state of contentedness. You are now stuck in the spiralling state of nihilism I have been in for quite some time. There is no escaping this. And no, you cannot join me. Nor can I advise you on how to cope. You've entered your own gateway to mental torment. All I can say is...cherish it. Do not fight it. Embrace it.
As I can assure you, with incredible certainty...what comes after this, is incomprehensible anguish." - Taken from Gresham's blog; "The Illusions of Green(er) Grass"
// I plan to massively expand on this background and page in general. I'd just prefer to develop and establish the character through RP first.