After reviewing the materials you provided, I had actually completely forgot about that, I was sure that I have never played here before since I did not have an account, but now I remember about that incident and my time here at DayZRP. I was 15 at the time of that incident and I do realize how immature and offensive that RP was, I specifically remember doing that and my younger self did not realize how terrible that RP was. Being, a lot older I realize how stupid that RP was and I should have had enough sense to realize if I personally thought it was uncalled for, then it would definitely not be tolerated on any DayZRP server. I never logged back in after I was banned and I didn't realize that I was permanently banned.
I totally agree what I did was one of the worst things I could have possibly done and I would love to have a second chance, being much older and mature now, but I completely understand if that request is not able to be met.