Single Status Update
I go where the roleplay is, and more importantly, where my friends are.
I didn't agree with the way some things were done or handled here on DayZRP. I still feel that way, though not nearly as much as before. It certainly seems things have taken a turn upwards in the time since my departure, however, and I am willing to give it another shot. I'll be back in within the coming days. Once you get bit by the Roleplaying Bug, it is hard to ever, ever stop.
As for me, it's been a mixed bag of sorts. Things in my life have finally reached a balance that I'm comfortable with, and I'm slowly taking steps forward. Personal problems galore have plagued me recently. Anxiety has reared its head after a years-long slumber, and all its fun side-effects with it. Depression hit me like a freight train, and I still feel its cloud hanging over me every so often. Some days I feel great, other days I just sit and cry. Most of us have been here before, in my shoes when it comes to these sorts of things, hence why I feel comfortable enough to share that info.
But friends and family have helped me through it all. I'm forever thankful to them for that (you know who you are). I have a new computer, a new microphone, and as a result I've been able to start streaming on the regular. I had to stop for a bit due to aforementioned personal issues, but I'll be getting back to it soon enough. I have a slight bit of income, and even though it's been difficult, I feel a lot more confident compared to where I was a long, long time ago.
The welcome back messages I've gotten have warmed my heart and made me smile already. I'll see you all in the wastes.
I'm back. And hopefully, much better than ever.
Much love, and many hearts,