I am excited to become part of the DayZRp community if I am given that opportunity. I have been playing for a while and I have grown tired of fighting over a wool coat on the coast. I have watched streamers that have been quite involved with their characters. I like the idea of actually giving a crap about my character.
I can completely understand the thoughts on letting the internet get to you. I have made decisions within the Day Z realm that have cost me characters that are developed with a lot of time involved. The characters paid with their lives and I had to go back to the coast. I have tossed and turned due to my decision.