He didn't ask for this life. He didn't ask to be born a monster, and yet here he was. A wreck of a man pursued by his demons. At 16 he started hearing voices. At 18 he started seeing things that weren't there. At 20 those things came for him and no-one knew, because no-one could see them. So he was left, broken, destroyed. Everyone stayed away, everyone was scared. Scared of the man who spoke to demons, and lived with monsters. No-one wanted to look him in the eyes, too much pain there. Did he have a family? friends? No-one stuck around long enough to find out. He was alone and very, very scared. He was driven mad, lashing out at other people indiscriminately. How many did he kill? Again no-one stayed long enough to find out. He was called evil, he believed he was evil, the demons in his head believed he was evil. The voices KNEW he was evil. He became an animal, feral. The voices in his head drowning out his conscience. He lived locked away from society, never leaving his home. Until, he one day went too far. Saw Cerberus coming for him, turned out to be a kid. Was to be committed to a hospital. Escaped the country to keep away from the doctors. They were out to get him, he was sure of it. The kid never did recover from Jonathan's attack. Johnathan went to a backwater country where he could hide. Chernarus. Here he found love. Someone who could quiet the voices, dispel the hallucinations, make him feel safe. He learnt morals, not to kill, or steal, or rape, or harm. He learnt that his woman was perfect in every way. Until she died. Throat ripped out by another man. No, not man, zombie. Once she was gone the voices came back, the demons appeared in the darkness once again, sleep was impossible. He swore revenge, screamed it skywards so whatever deity was listening would know that he was coming for all the foul creatures they placed on this earth. He wandered killing any zombie in sight, some people too. However, he never really forgot the morals taught to him. Just sometimes he made exceptions, if they were really unlucky.