I'd like to be part of something like Cerberus but I don't think I'd ever manage to lead a group again. It was fun, but oh god the headaches. Also, I had been playing mainland from time to time, but I'm real bored with Chernarus so Deer Isle is just doing it for me right now.
Don't worry, us CBR remnants have come to accept(ish) that it's not coming back. And considering how it came to end back during mod, I can't blame you for not wanting to lead a group again either. Let's hope Deer Isle keeps interest for a while.