"I'm losing faith in myself, in almost every way
It's a cold world, it's natural to be afraid
If I'm being honest, I don't know what else to do
Only time I'm feeling right is when I'm feeling rhymes
Wake up in the morning with depression in my mind
Late nights I'm sipping vodka and mixing it with xannies
Seems everyone I loved the most left me falling
Is it me or is life getting tough?
These people getting fake, I don't know who to trust
I'm at the bottom and I'm stuck
At least I got this bottle to help me when life is rough
A'ye, I fell in love, only thing it brought me is pain
The other night I had a dream she was leaving me
Searching for acceptance, I hope I get it for being just me
Smiling through all the tears, things are what they appear"