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"Never Above You, Never Below You, Always Beside You ;IGY6"

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RandyRP last won the day on October 20 2019

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    Please don't kill yourself
    I'm talking to you
    And I don't pretend to know everything that you've been through
    But if it's shame you feel, just know that I've sinned too
    And if it's pain you're feeling,
    Just know that that's something I went through
    I don't know your story but I know you and me are a lot alike
    So let me talk to you for a minute, while I've got this mic

    I was 18 when I pulled a gun out
    At the time it felt like my options had run out
    So i put that barrel to my chest and I pulled the trigger halfway
    I tried to muster up the courage to put myself away that day
    But halfway with that trigger pulled, I stopped
    Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped
    And I sat in my room and I sobbed for an hour
    On the outside I was fine on the inside a coward

    The noise of my depression had gotten louder and louder
    I had planned a way out on a baptism shower of gunpowder
    I've been lied to just like you're being lied to now
    Other people can't help you but I might know how
    Because I've walked in your shoes and I've been at my lowest
    And if you don't know anything, know this

    You might tell me you're gonna kill yourself and you're close to this
    But God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness
    God wants to give you a way out of these feelings of doubt
    And the sounds of chaos might be
    Reverberating around you like heavy metal

    But confusion isn't from God it's straight from the devil
    And he wants to silence the noise and bring peace to you
    And I promise if you just ask him he'll see you through
    You got to this place because you tried fighting your own fight
    And where did that get you?
    Except contemplating about taking your own life

    And if you got bullied to this point
    I'm sorry you went through that
    But God wants to take those words
    From your attackers and send them back
    You don't have to be defined by what people said about you
    Let me pick you up if you don't know how to

    You're not alone, man you've got a friend in me
    You got better days ahead of you, I just pray you begin to see
    Know that everything the devil did to you he wants you to replay
    But everything the devil took from you God wants to replace
    Listen to me right now, you better look me right in the face
    You were created for more than to die in this place

    Don't do it man, please don't take your life
    Just take my hand we'll make this right
    I promise if you do this you'll regret it
    You wake up in eternity remember, I said it
    And you wished so bad you could just go back
    I'm here for you right now, please just know that
    And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been lied to
    That depression came after me and I nearly died too

    I thought suicide was the only way and death was meant for me
    The devil played his music and I sat front row through that symphony
    I walked through the fire and I felt that heat but I pushed past
    The clutter and I stood to my feet
    I walked out and I refuse to look back
    I took my depression and threw it right back, into that wood stack
    And that fire must have blazed 50 feet high
    And now i plan on leaving a legacy to look back on some day when i die

    And right now i'm telling you to
    Stand up too, deep down inside you know
    It's the right thing to do
    Think about your family, think about you
    Don't kill yourself, please don't do it
    Whatever you're facing God will see you through it

    I had a fan kill himself and his mum asked if I could come see her
    She was depressed and asked if I could meet her
    Two weeks later depression beat her,
    She ran into a telephone pole without a seat belt in a two seater

    And i wish right now i could crawl through these speakers
    And somehow convince you not to go the same route she did
    I wish I could change the fact that you feel defeated
    I wish i could lock my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it
    But i can't reach everyone even though I do my best to try

    Some people believe the lie that it's just best to die
    And they think it's the simple way out
    But they're not here to see the way things play out
    They don't see the hurt they caused, the pain they leave
    I take this seriously this isn't a game to me
    Even thinking about ending your life is living dangerously
    So please just listen to my voice, right now you have a choice
    You can choose life or you can get drowned by the noise

    Please don't do it, please ask for help
    If not for your family, do it for yourself

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