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AlanM

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"Pain, hate, envy. Those are the ABCs of me."

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  1. AlanM

    New Dawn - Medical Group [Open Recruitment]

    Love the name and the graphics. Good Job guys.
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    • Firemoiselle

    Right, you're not 14 anymore. I like you now. Happy Birthday!

    1. Firemoiselle

      Firemoiselle

      Yeah, didn't like you either. I like you now. Cheers.

  3. Ryan grew up in Scotland with his mother. Even though his mother brought him up on her own they done fairly well and had a decent life, but that came at a price. His mother was constantly working trying to make ends meet which meant that Ryan was left at home on his own. He didn't have many friends and always looked out for himself than others. It was just after his 16th birthday he truly ended up alone. Him and his mother were in a car accident, some motherfucker thought it was acceptable to do a Hit 'n Run and leave his mother to bleed out on the road. He made sure to get a look at the mans face and the details of the car. A week or so had past when he tracked the man down. Broke into his house at night but the alarms went off. The man attacked him with a knife, cut his arm. He grabbed an ash tray and hit the man in the head. He grabbed the knife and placed it into the mans chest. He took the mans car to the airport and took the first and only flight leaving the country. He landed in Chernarus with nothing to his name and within a week the dead began to walk. Ever since then Ryan's been looking out for himself only doing things that can benefit him.
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    Call of Duty Modern Warfare discussion thread

    Anyone can shit talk this franchise. But as long as it's boots on the ground and a good campaign then they can take my money. Hell, I love COD that much I'll probably splash my money on the full £100 edition. Also it's Infinity Ward making this game, the only game that they have ever done wrong by was Infinite warfare, and even then I'm sure there was a lot of fucking people that enjoyed the Campaign.
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    Viridian (Open Recruitment)

    Eddies Viridian was better... Joking, Happy to be here.
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    Looking Forward To For The Year?

    Movie: IT 2 TV Show: The 100 Game: Halo: The Master Chief Collection
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    Generation Zero (Open Recruitment)

    o7 We had a good fucking run!
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    Mordhau

    That shit is OP!
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    Cocomii's bad attempts

    Thank you!
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    AlanM

    Well that's me on a 2 week break from staff. Have fun! 

    1. Mademoiselle

      Mademoiselle

      I had a heart attack for a moment.... jesus f-ing christ

    2. AlanM

      AlanM

      Oh I'm not leaving! Just need a few weeks to get IRL shit sorted.

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    Cocomii's bad attempts

    These are great! Better than anything I could ever do!
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    Im going on a picnic (Open Frequency)

    *He hears the man on the radio and is puzzled* "Sorry, do I know you? I'm not that good at remembering some people." "Anyway, I'm great never been better and hope you're good too" *He releases the PTT*
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    S1 - BadRP/ trollRP - Pustoshka barn - around 00:00 27-4-2019

    Jordan Holt: This is gonna be short and sweet. I literally just arrived at the barn and there were people saying that there was Chedaki in the area about to attack, since my character does joke around a little I said to my friend Oscar to hold me I'm scared! After that everyone joined in, I have no idea why they done that. I tried to get out of it but everyone had me blocked in so there was really nothing I could do to get out of it. After that there was people lying down in a corner just talking, I think it was 3 of them from what I seen (The video evidence may show otherwise, I'm just going with what i saw at the time) I think it was then I done //afk and came back to see everyone stacked and glitched on top of one another.
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    Im going on a picnic (Open Frequency)

    *He thinks for a few moments* "I watched The Hobbit, I'm good at riddles!" *He chuckles and begins to mumble to himself* "I know the answer! But I don't think it would be wise to say it over the radio." *He releases the PTT*
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    Im going on a picnic (Open Frequency)

    *Jordan presses the PTT with a smile on his face and begins to talk* "It's you again! I'd love to meet you again and play the game." *He pauses for a moment* "I feel like I could win the game this time, I've gotten very good. Ask my friends!" *He looks over the town he last saw her in and thinks* "You were right. I'm happier now and always have a smile on my face. But my friends won't forgive you for it and want to plan to get you back, I told them I wouldn't do that though, not after you helped me." *He releases the PTT and goes to look for his friends*
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    Mordhau

    I'm buying this. It looks great!
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    Jordan Holt's Journal

    Thank you to both of you!
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    Jordan Holt's Journal

    I thought it'd be good to start writing things down, you know. Something to look back on to see how I ended up where I am today. A mountain of things have happened this week that I cannot even think of forgetting, so here it is. A good friend of mine died today. Jack. I killed him, it was a mercy killing. It doesn't mean its justified in any way, shape or form. It just makes me feel a little less guilty if I say that it was a mercy killing. Well, anyway his adopted daughter Emily died a few days ago and was buried down by Cherno. Me and James thought it'd be good if we took Jack down to say his goodbyes to her. It hit him hard, we all thought he could be strong and push through it. But some people just don't have the strength to keep going after this world has dealt us so many fucking bad hands. A day or so had past and we hadn't heard from Jack since Cherno, I quickly began to worry. This wasn't like him, he wouldn't stay away for so long without at least telling someone. A few hours had past before my radio buzzed to life and Jack told me to head to Gvozdno. It took me a few hours to get there but I eventually arrived and the rest of Gen Z were there. None of us had any idea what we were walking in to and I wish I never stepped into that god damn Church. Jack, he was there and wanted us all to come and say goodbye to him one last time. He couldn't live without Emily. He said he wasn't strong enough to go in without her. He wanted to talk to me and James privately so we made everyone wait outside and of course Luca kicked up a fuss. That's when Jack asked me to do something I'd never forgive myself for... He wanted me to do it... Said that "He didn't want to do it himself". I was torn between what to do. Give a good friend his last wish or try to push him to keep going. That's when everyone else overheard and came running back in and seen Jack holding the barrel of my gun to his head. I didn't know what to do. I stood there and froze for what it felt like ages. I can't remember who but they pulled the gun away from his head. Everyone began shouting at me expect from Poppy, she was just surprised by the turn of events. Jack tried to persuade them to let him die and be with his daughter. No one would hear it and that's when Luca got a hold of a shrink on the radio. I took Jack up on the hill to talk about this alone. I was so distraught with what he had asked me to do that I didn't notice Poppy was following us to look out for me I think in case Jack tried to hurt me. I was feeling a mixture of emotions at this point and didn't have a clear head. I yelled at Poppy because I thought that she didn't trust me which is not true at all. I regret shouting at her. I had a brief talk with Jack and he agreed to take the trip over to Altar to meet the shrink. I was quiet the majority of the way there. I just didn't know what to say. We stopped in the field by Altar while Luca ran ahead to get the Shrink with Poppy. Caleb and the rest left to kill the wolves that were nearby in case they headed our direction. This was when I made up my mind of what I should do for my friend. Jack got on his knees, he cried and begged me to do it. I began to panic, no one else was here. Just me and him, one on one. The way he wanted it to be... Away from everyone. I had to do it, I don't think I'd have the strength to watch him go through this. I placed the barrel on his head and waited for a moment, hoping someone would come and stop me. No one did. I looked him in the eyes one more time and said "I'm so sorry, brother". He said these words I don't think I'll ever forget "Thank you, Jordan" I looked off to the distance, I didn't have the the will power to look him in the eyes and end his life. I seen Luca, Caleb, Poppy and the rest of Gen Z running towards us and knew it has to be now. And with that... I ended my friends life and it will haunt me until my final days on this fucked up world. Everyone hated me. I don't blame them, I'd hate me too. Viggo, Jason and Luca reacted the worst to this. They made me drop my weapon and I continued to walk off which ended up with Viggo shooting me. I lay there with his barrel placed against my head, just like the way I had mines to Jack. We argued for a while and eventually Caleb tried to get Viggo to calm down. He didn't though, He shot me again on the shoulder and I woke up back at Gvozdno, aching of pain. We began to speak calmly to each other. Tried to understand everyone's opinions on what I had done. They were all different... But I knew they all wouldn't forgive me for killing a family member, and if they are ever going to... its gonna take a lot of work that I'm willing to put in. Jack wouldn't want to see this Family fall apart.
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    The Playhouse [Limited Recruitment]

    Looks nice, good luck!
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    Whose roleplay did you enjoy today?

    I learned some things about Viggo and Grey I wish I didn't know or see...
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    Victor's End

    Almost died for mercying you, NEVER ASK ME THAT AGAIN!
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    The Vale (Recuitment Active - All Welcome!)

    Congratulations.
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    Fifty Two | An IC Focused Survivor Group

    Congrats on approval!
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