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Server time: 2018-11-18, 09:02 WE ARE RECRUITING


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    Should Anarchy Be Official?

    There will always be hostile rp. Contrary to what everyone thinks about me, except for @Tony who gets where I'm coming from, I don't hate hostile rp. Is it going to happen? yes. It's when it becomes a constant thing you can't get away from, and makes people miserable, is where I'm not okay with it. Especially when most people want to turn it into Saw style. Can situations last for months? Absolutely. The problem is its been the same behavior patterns for years. In the trust, we did nothing but be on the run, constantly. The same now with the friends I've made IC since lore wipe. I know people who have shelved multiple characters that they love because they can't get away from people who won't stop going after them. I know even more people who have flat out stepped away from the community because they're sick of the behavior. That's not okay. Again, this is not specifically about any one singular group. I put nearly a year into building my group, a lot of people don't know that. I've been waiting, and waiting to find a good time to try to put it together. A lot of people joined me who were doing it as a last attempt, for them to have a reason to stay in the community. They wanted to do something good. When I did, yeah I made some bad choices and shit happened, its called learning. We had people declare war on us the second day because someone insulted them. Another tried to take us out from the inside with a bunch of lies. We had like 2 days where we actually did nearly nothing but have doctors working with people and it was amazing. We loved it, and we got a ton of positive feedback from the rp. Then it's been nothing but dealing with bs. I've put up with being called "Bitch, slut, whore, cunt, etc." and all the other typically used terms on women on a constant basis, do you see me declaring war on people? No. It's pathetic. I evacuated my group of mostly doctors, who were doing nothing but taking people in and helping them, because people were having issues with security. Meanwhile we also had a ton of people taking advantage of us not having a lot of security to begin with, sneaking in and pretending to be our security and causing all kinds of problems. Among a bunch of other things. Now I'm being told its been said IC if I return, I'm going to be hunted down because 'we packed up and left' after two groups of people pretty much again, tried to force how I run my group. Threatening to constantly attack us and hurt people if we didn't comply. So... two groups of people essentially come and say if I don't do what they say because they say so, they're going to constantly attack a bunch of doctors because their security is trying to keep them safe? Then because they did the rational thing and evacuate (which yes is the rational response, because complying just means everyone is going to walk all over you) now we will be hunted upon returning. Get rid of people is how it starts, then everything else gets controlled. People were trying to make us be able to only fix certain people, or pay taxes in weaponry. That's not how medical personnel operate, period. Meanwhile, I have a huge list of shit people have done to people I care about IC including near constant torture and murder resulting in perma. I still said if they came to me hurt I'd help them, because that's what doctors are supposed to do. The only thing my character has done to them, is give them lip because she hates bullies and refuses to bend over backwards to them. She's never physically tried to hurt anyone. "Because I don't like them." Sorry, I'm not running my group how people tell me because they're going to act like bullies. I'm almost 32 and I'm done with that type of behavior. I've had nothing but people trying to control how I run my group the second it hit the ground. I never went after anyone physically IC (self defense excluded) and yet again, a place that was only there to try to help people, had all these people coming and trying to cause a ton of trouble. Because apparently that's all some people know how to do. That's not what i put a years worth of work and months of IC planning and actually doing a bunch of stuff, to deal with. The same with a lot of the other people who just wanted to be able to actually rp helping people and not have to deal with a bunch of dramatics. But because of the 'my way or the highway' mentality, it does not matter. That's all I've got to say about any of this, and I'm done commenting.
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    When you GM/DM sends you this and says "This is your smuggler."ย 

    I've never seen this before... I'm nearly crying I'm laughing so hard.

    Sharing for others to enjoy


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    Should Anarchy Be Official?

    I'm saying this in general about groups and overall behavior- I'm not specifically blaming any group, this is a very overall mentality of this server I've noticed. I'm personally simply done with the mentality of people acting that you have to do what they tell you, in order to exist or have fun without severe and constant consequences. It's not fun, period. it's a game, where everyone is supposed to be having fun playing it. I'm not spending months of time and energy to attempt to enjoy myself and give a lot of fun things for others, only to relive constant school bullying. There is a difference between conflict rp being fun for all parties involved, and when a lot of people don't actually want to play because they're so sick of it. Or shelf characters they love playing because they can't get away from the behavior. Because then its affecting others ability to have fun, people end up feeling like they can't play with their friends or do what they enjoy etc, and that's not okay.
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    Look at what I just ordered ๐Ÿ˜„ย It actually has Loki! Though I would think it should also possibly mention hearth for him, butย *shrug*ย 

    @Heathenย @dimitriย @lukaszxeย @Limpan

    This one in runic




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    2. Heathen


      Wow that is so fucking awesome! โค๏ธ

    3. Spartan


      Deus vult, heretic

    4. Heathen


      My god has a hammer, your god was nailed to a cross. Any questions!?

    5. Limpan


      Amazing โค

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    7. Samti


      thats actualy cool looking..

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    Radio Broadcasts From Beyond - [Multiple Sources, Lore Broadcasts]

    *static fills the channel, a signal fading in and out. A female voice with a Georgian accent can be heard* แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ? แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ! แƒ’แƒแƒขแƒแƒชแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ *several loud thumps are heard and the static clears away. The voice is out of breath.* แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ? แƒ’แƒ”แƒกแƒ›แƒ˜แƒก แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜? แƒ’แƒ”แƒกแƒ›แƒ˜แƒก แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜ แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜! แƒซแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒแƒœ แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒ˜แƒ แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฎแƒ›แƒ˜แƒก แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒ›แƒ”แƒœแƒ ... แƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒ“แƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ˜แƒกแƒ”แƒ• แƒ˜แƒกแƒ›แƒ”แƒ•แƒ“แƒ˜ ... แƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒแƒซแƒšแƒ”แƒ•แƒ“แƒ˜. แƒแƒ แƒ แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ. แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ แƒแƒกแƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒก แƒแƒ  แƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ—แƒ›แƒแƒ‘. *her voice becomes angry and emotional* แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒ•แƒแƒชแƒ แƒฃแƒ”แƒก! แƒงแƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ—แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ˜! แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฎแƒแƒšแƒฎแƒก แƒกแƒฉแƒแƒ“แƒ˜แƒแƒœ, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒ—แƒแƒ•แƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒ“แƒแƒ˜แƒชแƒ•แƒแƒก! แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ›แƒ˜แƒแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ›แƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒกแƒแƒช แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒกแƒ˜แƒกแƒฎแƒšแƒ˜ แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒฆแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ—, แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒกแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒ˜แƒก แƒฃแƒกแƒแƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒกแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒกแƒแƒœแƒแƒชแƒ•แƒšแƒแƒ“! แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒแƒ แƒแƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒก แƒ’แƒแƒแƒ™แƒ”แƒ—แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ, แƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒขแƒงแƒฃแƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜แƒ! แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒ›แƒฏแƒ”แƒ แƒ แƒ”แƒก! แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒ“แƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ”แƒก แƒชแƒฃแƒ“แƒ˜ แƒœแƒแƒ‘แƒ˜แƒฏแƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒงแƒ, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ™แƒแƒžแƒ˜แƒขแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ™แƒ”แƒœ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ’แƒ•แƒ”แƒฆแƒ แƒงแƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ˜. แƒ›แƒแƒ— แƒ“แƒแƒขแƒแƒ•แƒ”แƒก แƒฎแƒแƒšแƒฎแƒ˜, แƒ˜แƒกแƒ”แƒ•แƒ” แƒ แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ แƒช แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜ แƒ›แƒจแƒแƒ‘แƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜, แƒฃแƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒแƒœแƒแƒ“แƒ’แƒฃแƒ แƒ”แƒก! แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฃแƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒ˜แƒขแƒงแƒฃแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ .... แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฃแƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒœแƒ”แƒœ .... *the voice calms significantly, but remains quick* แƒ“แƒแƒ‘แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒ•แƒ ... แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒ”แƒ แƒ˜ แƒ›แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ˜? แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ, แƒ›แƒแƒ›แƒ˜แƒกแƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ”. แƒ›แƒแƒฃแƒกแƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ” แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒซแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒแƒœ, แƒซแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒแƒœ แƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒ˜แƒšแƒแƒ“. แƒ›แƒ” แƒ‘แƒแƒ•แƒจแƒ•แƒแƒ‘แƒ˜แƒ“แƒแƒœ แƒฌแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒœแƒ” แƒœแƒ˜แƒ•แƒ—แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ ... แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜, แƒแƒ  แƒ’แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒ“แƒแƒขแƒแƒ•แƒแƒœ แƒฃแƒ™แƒแƒœ ... แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ แƒแƒ  แƒ›แƒฏแƒ”แƒ แƒ, แƒ แƒ แƒแƒฆแƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒแƒฉแƒ˜แƒœแƒ” แƒ˜แƒฅ .... *static interrupts momentarily and another female voice speaks softly into the radio* "แƒฐแƒฃแƒ? แƒ แƒ?" *the previous voice can be heard saying something that canโ€™t be understood.* "แƒแƒฐ!" *slight static as the woman moves close to the radio* "แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ? แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ, แƒฎแƒแƒ  แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ“? แƒ”แƒšแƒ”แƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒ“แƒ ... แƒ•แƒคแƒ˜แƒฅแƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒจแƒ˜แƒจแƒ˜แƒ— แƒ›แƒแƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒ แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒฌแƒฃแƒ—แƒ˜แƒ—, แƒ˜แƒก แƒ“แƒแƒ”แƒชแƒ แƒ˜แƒแƒขแƒแƒ™แƒ–แƒ” แƒ“แƒ แƒฉแƒแƒ™แƒ”แƒขแƒ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ ... แƒ•แƒคแƒ˜แƒฅแƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ˜แƒก แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ! แƒ˜แƒก แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ“ แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒก. " "แƒ›แƒ” แƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ”แƒ“แƒ˜ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒก แƒกแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒจแƒ˜ ... แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒฌแƒ˜แƒœ ... แƒ›แƒ” แƒ˜แƒฅ แƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜, แƒ›แƒแƒ แƒขแƒ. แƒ”แƒšแƒ”แƒœแƒ แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒแƒ‘แƒก, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฃแƒฎแƒฃแƒชแƒ”แƒกแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒ’แƒ˜แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒ—, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ˜ แƒ•แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ•แƒ˜ แƒ“แƒ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒกแƒ’แƒแƒ•แƒกแƒ˜. แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒแƒ  แƒ›แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ˜! แƒ แƒแƒขแƒแƒ› แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒแƒ‘แƒ”แƒœ แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜? แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒแƒ“แƒ แƒฌแƒแƒกแƒ•แƒšแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ แƒ”แƒ—, แƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒแƒ“แƒ แƒจแƒ˜แƒ’แƒœแƒ˜แƒ— แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒฉแƒ”แƒœแƒ, แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒฉแƒ”แƒก แƒฃแƒกแƒแƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ“, แƒ แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ แƒช แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ—แƒฎแƒ แƒ, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ’แƒแƒ•แƒแƒ™แƒ”แƒ—แƒ .... แƒ›แƒแƒœ แƒ’แƒแƒแƒ—แƒ แƒ˜แƒ me out แƒ—แƒฃแƒ›แƒชแƒ. แƒ›แƒแƒœ แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒแƒ›แƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒฃแƒ™แƒแƒœ แƒแƒ  แƒ“แƒแƒขแƒแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒก. แƒแƒ แƒช แƒ™แƒ˜ แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜, แƒกแƒแƒ“ แƒ•แƒแƒ แƒ— แƒ—แƒฃ แƒ แƒ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ›แƒแƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒ—, แƒ”แƒก แƒ“แƒฆแƒ”แƒ! แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒ ... แƒ แƒ แƒ›แƒแƒฎแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ, แƒ—แƒฃ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ slavers แƒจแƒ”แƒ•แƒ˜แƒ“แƒ? แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ ... แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒจแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜แƒซแƒšแƒ˜แƒ ... แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒจแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜แƒซแƒšแƒ˜แƒ ... แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ  แƒจแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜แƒซแƒšแƒ˜แƒ ... " *the radio would be pulled away and the other female voice would be speaking, again muffled. The tone is firm, yet gentle. After a moment the original voice returns to the radio* "แƒ—แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜แƒ—, แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒ” แƒจแƒ”แƒ•แƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒ แƒฉแƒฃแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘ แƒฃแƒกแƒแƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ“ แƒจแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜แƒซแƒšแƒ˜แƒ. แƒแƒฆแƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒแƒ‘ ... แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ แƒแƒฎแƒšแƒ แƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒ˜แƒšแƒแƒ“ แƒฃแƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒ•แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ—, แƒ›แƒจแƒ•แƒ˜แƒ“แƒ˜. แƒจแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜แƒซแƒšแƒ˜แƒ แƒ’แƒ˜แƒ—แƒฎแƒ แƒแƒ— แƒแƒ แƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒ›. แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ˜, แƒ›แƒ” แƒจแƒ”แƒœ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฎแƒแƒ . แƒแƒ แƒ˜, แƒ›แƒ–แƒแƒ“ แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ•แƒ˜. แƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜, แƒ แƒแƒ“แƒ˜แƒก แƒแƒœ แƒกแƒแƒ“, แƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ แƒแƒชแƒ แƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒฃแƒฌแƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘ แƒจแƒ”แƒœ, แƒ›แƒ–แƒแƒ“ แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ•แƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒกแƒแƒจแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“. แƒ›แƒแƒœแƒฅแƒแƒœแƒ แƒกแƒแƒกแƒฃแƒ แƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒ˜แƒ, แƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒแƒจแƒ™แƒแƒ แƒแƒ“ แƒแƒ แƒช แƒ˜แƒกแƒ” แƒแƒ“แƒ•แƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜แƒ แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ˜แƒฆแƒแƒก ahold แƒแƒฎแƒšแƒ. แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒ— แƒฃแƒกแƒแƒคแƒ แƒ—แƒฎแƒ แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜. " *the broadcast ends*
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    So just fyi to people. I'm dealing with a lot of things right now including people I love rapidly going downhill, and its bad. Also that's only part of it, a lot is happening.

    So especially right now, and for I don't know how long, I'm probably going to be ignoring most things except to hop on at some point to distract myself from the real world. I'm not in any mood to deal with anything else.ย I've got too much real lifeย stress right now to even be trying to deal with being online.ย 

    Take care everyoneโค๏ธ

    1. Cthulhu


      Sorry to hear this @RogueSolaceI hope things get better for you, My grandad told me that time heals everything. Get back when you can and take your time ๐Ÿ™‚โค๏ธย 

    2. RogueSolace


      Ty โค๏ธ not going to be gone, gone. Just dealing w real life and the absurd amount of stress that follows for awhile

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    I'm already very broken.ย Watching as my worldย shatters around me, again. Everything being thrown in the air and crashing to the ground. Wondering how more broken I'll be from all of this. Will I finally shatter?ย I won't know until I hit the ground.ย It nearly killed me last time, I was hanging over the edge, and managed to pull back. Now I'm just falling, waiting, not sure how anything can be better after all of this. Just waiting for impact.ย Suspended in the blast wave. Waiting.

    ย ย HandsomeMedicalDegus-size_restricted.gif.f81ccc79d3cb56fb247b1d17fe6e90e1.gif

    1. bloodcrusader


      always sending you โค๏ธย  Beth โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

    2. SgtSmithy


      Always here for you hun โค๏ธย 

    3. RogueSolace


      ty guys โค๏ธย I'm hanging in there...I'm doing okay.... just being reflective of like the past 10 year of near sheer hell. On top of this. bleh.

    4. SgtSmithy



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    Was awesome of course. As a fan of the comics, it was worth the wait.


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    Anarchy Announcement.

    "Don't manipulate children? You're very wrong there. You may have had one or two you chose to not manipulate. Try explaining that about the girl you kidnapped, held and abused. Keeping her locked in a shed in the middle of January and planning to force her to kill someone. Beating her for stupid things your own men did, like burn down a house and put the blame on her. Then the 12 year old boy you murdered. His name was Tyler. He died from being made to do hard labor his body couldn't handle, then you decapitated him and put his head on a pike. First one I witnessed myself."
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    Zone Rentals for Groups

    Personally I'd like this but think it would only work on a case by case basis of why. I went through lore to try to take steps to actually have a protected area and have a reason WHY it would that way, that made sense. It just did not get final approval.
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    things and stuff

    I feel you, I'm not leaving but taking some steps back for the same reasons. 2 years of the same behavior patterns and I'm just done. It's bad when you know it makes you respond to things in ways you normally never would. Best of luck to you, had fun having you! Take care and hopefully see you around!
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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    (The name is OOC only) Thank you to @dimitri for logo! In Progress: Ongoing: Completed
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    Dr.Anderssons Journal

    Its all good tbh i share those fears but were at least trying.
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    Dr.Anderssons Journal

    Yay! All i can do is hope as well were trying, best we can do. Even w issues still having a lot of patients daily so at least doing some good
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    Whose roleplay did you enjoy today?

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    The Moretti Famiglia [IC Recruitment]

    you better come visit me!!!!!! looks good as always move closer!!!
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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    welcome @Franklin Ranner and @Diomondium
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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    @Oliv is this better?
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    The Haven [Open recruitment]

    Congrats! Miss you as our neighbors ;_;
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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    Thank you for feedback @Mademoiselle! You have a lot of good points, a few I am aware of and trying to work on (players at diff hours etc.) I'll respond in more depth when I get a chance. Also I'm sorry I have not been in camp, real life we will make sure to get your foot taken care of fully though ic!
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    Happy Mother's Day to any mothers out there! โค๏ธย 

    1. Malet


      Yeah....I totally didnt forgot that and just didnt sent a panic message to my mumย ๐Ÿ‘€ย ... (Thanksย @RogueSolace)

    2. RogueSolace


      Welcome @malet โค๏ธย 


    3. Dino


      I got scared for a second, but then remembered that our mother's day is in February ๐Ÿ˜„ย 

    4. Major


      That's convenient

    5. Harvey


      I'm with @Dino, my heart skipped a beat...

    6. Spartan


      Nice one @Malet

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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    I do sincerely apologize to the people who have not gotten good rp from us. I am well aware we are having security issues and we are working to reign them in and fix it. We want everyone to have a good time with us. The time of suddenly being demanded to leave, may have been when I was literally putting my foot down IC and OOC and saying we needed a meeting and I wanted everyoneโ€™s attention. I said anyone not on the group list working here or a patient, get out. I was not trying to be mean, and it wasnโ€™t supposed to be for long. We were trying to have an important meeting and I know other groups have kicked out people while doing the same in their own compound. Iโ€™ve been kicked out of compounds for the same reason. Iโ€™m sorry the timing was bad and gave you a bad experience but I hope you can understand things like that will occasionally happen. Every group has a right to need people to leave to deal with their own issues. Weโ€™ve had a mix of people coming in, starting things, โ€˜being hiredโ€™ and not kept track of, and people simply claiming they work for us. Yes my own guards have gotten pissy with people and Iโ€™ve reprimanded them heavily for this. At the same time, I canโ€™t control right now the people causing these problems and claiming to be us. People do that in game to give groups a bad name, constantly. Itโ€™s an RP thing to discredit people. While yes Iโ€™ve had issues with my own guards and Iโ€™m trying to deal with that, Iโ€™m also concerned that a lot of people have been having interactions with โ€˜guardsโ€™ who really are not with us at all. A great example is a specific tent is to be used only for medical equipment. Someone this morning had filled it with weaponry, something we donโ€™t actually store. That was not my people, they know better. I canโ€™t help what other people do when they get on in the hours nearly no one is on. We also have our camp being griefed on a daily basis, which is sadly normal and weโ€™re just dealing with it. Weโ€™re trying to get things under control and like all groups weโ€™re going to have issues. A lot of people want to be there and Iโ€™ve got rules to try to keep this kind of stuff under control, obviously itโ€™s not working at the moment. The other problem is that people like to push buttons, sometimes until a gun is put to their head to get a point across. A limit they can get away with because this is a game and itโ€™s not taken seriously, something they likely would not do in real life. Taryn Iโ€™m sorry you and Castle are having issues IC, I know heโ€™s trying to clarify and work them out with you in private. He was not trying to be rude. I apologize as I couldnโ€™t log at the time nor yesterday. Not sure about today either. I know this needs to be all worked out between us IC, I am just explaining this OOC. While the 12 year old had no official guardians and was there only temporarily as she was looking for someone, we have rules specifically posted that if a child is afraid and does not want to talk to a visitor, they will be asked to leave for the childโ€™s own safety. Iโ€™m sure youโ€™ve had experiences where you can understand the notion behind this. From my understanding, as far as Castle goes, he asked a man to leave the girl alone, and he repeatedly refused. Said 12 year old now has a third degree burn on her foot I need to fully treat as a result of said man who wanted to โ€˜talkโ€™ to her. Jack had asked him several times to leave, and then the girl was severely hurt, in which he then forced the man out. I get the girl caused you serious problems, that is something you have to deal with her own your own grounds. Itโ€™s obvious a lot more was happening then that at the time, I encourage the two of you to work it out via pms. Iโ€™m sure when I get time Iโ€™ll also watch whatever video you posted of it to get a better understanding of your side as well as at some point talk to you IC, we seem to keep missing each other. While weโ€™re getting a lot of complaints, I know weโ€™ve also had a lot of good feedback from people getting treatment who are not actually posting here (I enjoyed rp threadโ€ฆpms.. stuff like that). I apologize to the people who have had bad experiences and am again pointing out, a lot of the people in our compound are not actually ours. We are doing what we can with what we have, itโ€™s not great, but weโ€™re going to keep trying. Right now yes, it is extremely difficult being a new group, having a lot of attention, and having a lot happening. Please be patient with us, I want to give everyone rp they can enjoy.
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    Capax Infiniti (Serious Recruitment Only)

    Welcome @XxGrAipYyxX
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    Discussion regarding "ideological initiations"

    I'm not surprised at all and people are allowed to think whatever they want Most of people my character cares about have been hurt, abused, and even murdered by your associates. Yet I still would take you all in if you were hurt. That's my ideology. You don't have to like it or agree with it. that's the entire point of being medically neutral. That's exactly how humanitarian law does not work. its based on the opposite concept, people fight and war and do awful things, but none of those people should be forced to suffer. I made the points I was wanting to make, people are going to agree or disagree. I'm not arguing about it with anyone anymore.