So he told you to kill anyone that walked through the door. This is something that we did not hear . Regardless of that even if he told you that there was no initiation on us.
As you know there was a hostage situation going on. I was confused with all the ooc, what was going to happend? You might think there was no initation, logially, why would someone just walk into a closed house where you know there is a hostile situation? When I hear someone say "I'm going in", I thought he wanted to help the hostage. Just the RP from this side was from my point of view not realistic. You can't just hide behind the rules, if someone enters a closed house where he or she knows there is a hostile situation going in, you just don't say "I'm going in". =No value for life.
Although, this is a special situation with ooc, where one thinks the hostile is over and another (me) think it's not. And there were so many people there, I actually belive Carl said in the beginning to the people outside not to come in or they will be shot, and than changed his mind, which I did not hear.
I hope this makes you guys understand things from my POV.