I can confirm that what they say is true, and in the moment with the character I was roleplaying as I felt that what I did was good roleplay based on the fact that my character was clearly insane. I understand from their perspective it was bad roleplay because I ended the confrontation instead of complying with their demands. However for me it was great roleplay, the man that was with me was my hostage and I was molding him into a trusted family member, have you spoke to him and got his side of the story because I guarantee he had a great time and the way it ended was great roleplay material for him as well. The man I shot raised his weapon on me first and requested I drop my weapon at the count of 3, I refused this request and felt that my life was about to be taken. The man I shot clearly had no intention of letting me live.