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    Getting kicked out of staff for going against the popular opinion, yikes!
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    1. This would fall under the realm of unreasonable demands on the hostage takers, as it is effectively demanding that your friends willingly either surrender or die for your sake. As such any execution gained through such rights would be considered Invalid. 2. If 3 of 10 initiate, and then come under fire, no the other 7 do not gain defensive rights. People using defensive rights on the 3 initiators grant those that initiated attack rights, and those are not transferable to the rest of their dynamic. Basically the 7 remaining have two choices, either initiate themselves on those with defensive rights, or leave the area. Surrendering would also be an option, but in your scenario I'm assuming they wouldn't go that route. But yeah, you cannot gain defensive rights if you are dynamic with those that have attack rights.
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    Maybe it's just me being a nosey bastard but I always find it interesting as to what people here do for work in real life or even what they would like to do. I will start: Im a Tower crane electrician/erector, basically, I work for a company that rents out Tower cranes to building sites to do the heavy lifting, all over Ireland. I arrive on site and I erect the Tower Crane with 3 other colleagues, when the crane is up and running if it ever breaks down (Which they always fucking do), I have the job of fixing it and when the building site is almost complete (usually after a year or so) I then come back and dismantle the Tower crane. We have around 40 of them so it can be very hectic. The heights and dangers of the job give me a buzz so I really enjoy it. What does everyone else do?
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    Yeah, that shit is hella wack. I had the same issue in high school, where my class was a group of fucking monkeys (stupid people, for clarification.) just making noise and throwing shit about and talking about stealing and doing drugs after school, making it really hard to focus. The teacher wasn't much better, as they usually said; "Do this" and would then proceed to sit behind their desk to check Facebook for the duration of the class. The way I fixed this is by dropping out of high-school and signing up for a college, but due to not having my high-school degree it kinda forced me to start all the way at the bottom. Which meant that I had to follow classes and learn shit that I already knew for the next 4 years, so I wouldn't really suggest doing this, as it'll just fuck you over in the long-run and can make you hella depressed. The best advice I can give you is to maybe have a talk with said teachers after class, explain the issue you're having and why it can be hard to focus in class. I did this when the classes I was following were way too easy, and the teacher hooked me up with books and shit from higher degrees which meant that I would actually learn stuff. If that doesn't help, try and block out the class and just focus on your schoolwork. I can be hard, but luckily in my college, we were allowed to listen to music during certain classes, so I'd just put on some bangers and do my school work. Whatever you do, don't drop out. I dropped out of college 2 years ago to start working full-time, but that shit is hella depressing and can seriously fuck you up and over, I'm speaking from experience.
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    You'd have to win one of these battles to teach someone a lesson. Try harder hun.
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    Several groups found their way to the beginnings of The Revenants. Through pure coincidence or through seeking them out, they all gradually made their way to become friends. These ties were often made through friends, or even friends of friends. They pulled together through necessity, in a world where there is little trust and little to no hope, they were forced to find to take the opportunity when it made itself obvious to them. The people that were close could see the obvious that was occurring, these people that had come together were slowly forming friendships and a form of brotherhood which was beginning to overtake other things. People were starting to prioritise the people around them, sometimes more than themselves. They could see that if these people were willing to risk their lives for others for the right reasons, then they were the people that could be counted on and Honorable enough to make the overall right decision when it came down to difficult decisions. They saw loyalty and honor in the people around them, all attractive traits and qualities when surrounded by death, deceit and danger. Moody was the Savior to his followers, his guidance and leadership forged a bond and relationship between many lost souls, bringing people back together to communities and pushing towards a united goal. His plan was always to rebuild society under his direction, and that he did in Novaya. He brought in survivors who had been cast out by others and warped their mindset into something productive. His band of outcasts soon gathered traders, farmers, mercenaries and more, all working together to rebuild what had been stripped away from them; society. This goal could only be achieved under Moody’s leadership, he changed the very foundation of people's beliefs and morals. Working together, the Saviors created a survivor sanctuary in Novaya Petrovka. This became a stronghold for those that held the right morals, the will and passion to survive and build a home, a community worth living for. The sanctuary became a place worth spilling blood and fighting for as it upheld the so many different virtues and values that the modern person respected and should deem righteous. Battles and downfalls plagued the path as the Saviors built themselves up from near nothing. People came and went, the best and the most respected stayed, it was only ever the low-lives and the traitors that left, all making up stories to cover themselves as to why they had left. These rumours brought pain and sorrow to the Saviors as they were left largely unchecked, not purposefully, but due to inaction, incorrect prioritisation. In the Aftermath of Moody’s death, his followers and fighters were left lost. Where once there was leadership, guidance and an understanding now only stood confusion, loss and very little hope. The people that followed him, followed him because they were lost, he brought salvation and guidance to their wandering souls. These people had learned from Moody, they had begun to understand his perspective and come to the realisation that there was always a goal for the further future, not just for the here and now. It was with this realisation that a group of the higher-ups of the Saviors came together one miserable grey evening, and began to formulate their plans for the future. They sat and spoke for several hours, working their way through everything. They remembered the good times and the bad. They laughed and they cried, reminded each other of the scars and wounds they’d picked up as they followed Moody countless times into near suicidal assaults. They came to an agreement; Moody had led people together to build a sanctuary for those that understand that there is no giving up and no surrender. Moody had taken it upon himself to declare for the people and to defend them until the end, providing them shelter, law and order and brotherhood. These people had only come together through these learned traits, qualities and benefits that Moody had once provided and wanted to continue to provide. They shook hands. They had been left in a situation hopeless, and the people had already begun to wander away looking for new opportunity or employment elsewhere, looking to make something of their lives which now seemed to be without purpose or goal. Those that remained found their ambition relying in the people that remained and stuck by their side through the thick and thin, those that had tried to stay together even after Moody’s death, whether because they had nowhere else to go, they were lost and sought protection from the fighters that remained or because they had the ready and the willing to support those that stood up to the plate to lead them into the future. When the remnants of the Saviors held the funeral of John Moody, in an undisclosed location to ensure the safety of their friends body, they began to pick up traction from civilians that had been friends with Moody in one way or another. All those that came to pay their respects were treated with respect and honesty. The once Saviors now had the chance to build a new life for themselves, though they weren’t looking to brand themselves as an active group, they knew that people would either be looking for them or hunting them and currently, they weren’t looking for any additional attention, if anything they were looking to get rid of the attention they already had. They took those that wanted to stay with them under their wing, allowing them to camp with them and to lay the foundations of the bond that they had all already built amongst one another. The people that were left, they came from all walks of life; soldiers, lawyers, doctors, farmers and office workers. They weren’t a force nor a company or platoon of remaining warriors ready to take on the world; they were regular people who had formed a community within the bounds of their relations. These people came together, night after night knowing that all they were doing was surviving, they knew that they had near nothing, and were living only day to day, going through daily struggles just to get themselves back to camp as the sun fell. They had no direction or lead. Hope and ambition was beginning to fade and those that remained had begun to once again feel somewhat lost. This was the night when everything was discussed, a large scale meeting for all that could attend that were currently surviving out in the woods,the mixture of old Saviors, old robbers, washed up bandits and the regular people who had learnt how to get by. The meeting was held in a central spot, still hidden away from any prying eyes or ears, and they discussed everything that they thought they were going to need to do and the way they felt they would need to do it in order to both keep themselves going and give them something to work towards. The meeting lasted hours, several of the more confident survivors taking a stand by the campfire to announce their points of view, trying to get a debate and decision made through the discussion of all of their peers. No one wanted to sit still, they knew that hiding in whatever they could produce would never really be a ‘secure’ compound and they would become a target once again, they would be painting the target on their backs and that was the main thing they were trying to get away from. They also knew that they had an affliction towards the innocent people of the land, they knew that they had keen warriors who had been left with a lot of fight and angst left within them, some who sat around the campfire were ready to fight. The meeting ended with the forming of a five man council, this way every major decision that came across the group could be discussed by those that understood the points of view of the majority of the group, the ones that had the confidence to make a hard decision when the survival of both friends and innocents relied upon it. These five people discussed any important issue that would arise, always concluding in a solid outcome as to what they would do about said issues, what action would they take as a people and as a community. These decisions are what formed and structured the community that they slowly grew to love and dedicate themselves to, they were the basis of their actions, the understanding that the camp was pushing for a certain outlook and opinion on something. This quickly lead to a lot of the members of the community of the camps raising the issue that they wanted to help defend some of the innocent people around the land if they could. They had to do something with the warriors that currently sat about cutting wood, preparing camp on a daily basis, these people needed to apply themselves and put their skills to work; the council made the call, they would discuss current conflicts regularly, whether they could help in any way, if they needed to or not, whether it would be worth even going to war to try and defend people that why may not yet be at war? Where leading that way. It was members of the community who had never run with such a large gathering before that questioned whether or not they could have a name or affiliation to relate themselves to. The people of the community had begun to feel an attachment to one another, they proudly announced themselves as friends and comrades and wanted to have a title and easy reference to refer to their camp, something they could all unite behind and build moral from. When this was brought to the council, many of them understood that a lot of what they did now-a-days where actions come around from the lessons they were taught by John Moody, the everyday actions they partook in, their attitudes and understandings of situations, seen through a new set of eyes provided by their past friend. They saw themselves as if a lot of them were trying to recreate some of his personality and views of the world, those that they could resonate the most with. They felt as if they were the Revenants of John Moody. They pushed the vote to the council and it was decided on a unanimous vote; they would declare themselves The Revenants. Long Term IC Goals: -Give survivors the confidence to roam freely around Chernarus without the fear of being captured by a bandit group (Day 660) - Establish ourselves as the “Peacekeepers of Chernarus” (Day 670) - Create peace between other groups. (Day 680) Short Term IC Goals: - Recruit an additional 10 survivors with the same goals as ours (3/10) (Day 620) (Day 660) -Seek out Good willed survivors and assist them in accomplishing their goals (Day 680) - Continue to build the Council up and make it a formidable use of Leadership (Day 615) -Complete- - Disrupt the hostilities in the “Triangle” and cause conflicts to occur away from the civilian populace (Day 630) -Complete- - Ensure that everyone is having a good time IG and out of game - Create group synergy that will help each one of us perform at our best - Upset the balance of good and evil when needed in order for there to be a need for our services - Be civil when talking about issues regarding other groups Council: Clayton Biggsbe Ash Petrov Marcus Moreno Mikey Cross Militia: Karl Ornberg Leo Manarello Jay Manarello Community: Cormac ORee Jason Moreno Scot Dawson Ted Kaylo Malik Manarello Jane Panzer Chandler Miles Clive Winderlin James Cannon Credits to @Wesley Snow for the logo. @ToeZOG Thank you for all the hard work you put into this group, you have been a great friend and hopefully once things improve you will be back. Much love brotha!
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    All these 'God Bless' threads, but all of you are forgetting the most beautiful country in the world! Netherlands Appreciation Thread @brk can vouch for this one Calling in @Jackfish and @Lumen to provide their detailed POV, as well as any video evidence they may have.
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    Okay hopefully I got the right people.... @Xehara and @Sythara Had a nice time bumping into you two, I didn't expect to be rushed asking if I had any pumpkin seeds. @Lyca and Co, wasn't able to figure out the forums names of each person. Whoever was playing the Australian, your accent was absolutely on point.
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    @AlanM @BrianM @Grim @DaRsnn @Eddie
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    Ahem. All credits to @TeutonicOG
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    Preview of a new beat that is in the works.
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    Please stop posting other groups on my group thread, thanking you
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    Hello @Roland, It appears that you haven't updated your group goals since November 10, 2014 and @Conor hasn't been in-game for 285 days now, so please contact him regarding his activity.
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    @Aisling cus i enjoy my own rp @Harvard great character development, love doing the tarot thing with you - WHO THE HAIR? @Phoenix @Watchman @BrianM @AlanM @DaRsnn @Franny @Voodoo great group rp and getting shit sorted with those randoms earlier @Pussy Im glad Poppy understands! RIP Karmen @Derek Steel The doc is always great to have around! @Wong Thanks for coming by for a little bit earlier at least and getting me fashionable once more
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    Something i threw together for fun. Despite it obviously being in-universe i'm not sure if this type of thing is allowed - if not please delete it.
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    @G19RP Wait what the fuck?
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    So this Thursday I'm going to Birmingham, UK for a Work Capability Assessment since back in October on my Apprenticeship as an IT Helpdesk, I was suffering from panic attacks due to the stress which led me to sadly quit my Apprenticeship. As well as I suffer from Aspergers Syndrome and Dyspraxia which didn't help either, I would always go to the Doctors and even sometimes to the Hospital because I thought something on my body was not right for example I thought this little cut I had would lead to Sepsis and sometimes thought spots were a sign of Cancer. It finally got to the point where my Apprenticeship Tutor left and I got a new one. I only found out the day before I was meant to see her and the new one wasn't exactly friendly. She completely threw me off track as she told me I had a Maths Exam and Business Exam. Gave me tasks to do in a single month where apparently I was meant to have done these at the start back in last March but my last Tutor barely showed up and kept on canceling. In the end the stress from the actual job, the Tutors, me having freakouts and panic attacks over the smallest things made me quit my Apprenticeship which I worked my ass off to get and I now have to take this medication to keep my Depression on a low. Since October I have been on these pills to help me but losing all my pet Rabbits, my sister who would have turned 18 in January as well as on the same day my own rabbit passed away along with the worrying thought of this Assessment coming up this week hasn't exactly been great for me as I feel like I have let everyone in my life down from my friends to my family. If I must be honest the only things that have made me feel somewhat happy and crack a smile is coming onto this server, making some amazing friends, going out to play Airsoft as a Russian (BLYAT) along with playing other games such as Rainbow Six, Metro and Halo as they make me feel...I guess safe? If I must be honest. The closer Thursday is getting, the more I am worrying and getting close to just freaking out again even on this medication as I'm worried they will think I'm fine and I can just go back to find a job or something which could lead me to get more panic attacks or...worse
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    I like this thread. I work with embedded systems and Linux. Semi-advanced stuff. A new consultant started at my department and I volunteered to be his mentor (farming +rep with my boss). God. Damnit. The guy is from India, can only speak English (90% of all meetings and emails are in Swedish) and in addition he is completely incompetent. When asked to start a terminal in Debian and SSH to the test unit he made a confused look on his face and moved mouse around on the desktop. Later he tried to set up his corporate email in Windows 10 Mail app instead of Outlook. Makes my blood boil. I have no idea how he got through the recruitment process.
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    Um pretty big difference @Wong theres a council now, I literally am not leading, the only thing I do is help with tactics. And quite honestly this is the only hero group that is willing to balance out the overwhelming surge of bandit groups on the server. Not every, Savior wanted to start a new character and just stumble out of the treeline clueless. We took extra careful steps when planning this, we did a lot of internal rp within the last week in regards to what type of group this is gonna be. Even tho we are considered a hero group now, don’t think we just straight said “this group, this group, and this group are going to be our enemies.” We let it play out, the groups that we dislike have all either captured one of us over the last week or something else hostile. I even talked to a couple people oocly from these bandit groups and asked what was the driving force behind fighting the saviors and many said it was the grudge against john moody, and not against the rest of the saviors. Which turned out to be false but once again it went into the planning. You will see a lot of really good stuff from us, but remember rp is a two way street, our rp can only be as good as those we are conversing with. There’s so much detail and meaning behind this group, every part of that logo actually means something, every color. If you happen to run across us again you might be able to find these things out. Anyways thanks for the feedback!
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    A few? half the roster are saviors. So question you want to be the good guys and such now how do you expect to do this when you've been in hostilities with more than half the current groups still on the server. I'll be honest I hope for the best and I hope it goes well but I'm not seeing anything any different from Saviors just a different name and you guys not in Noveya (Which is great btw!) Thanks for the RP last night @Biggsbe @RyanPr and the German dude I think it was him.
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    The Group Goals will be updated asap. Also to mention for those who wonder - It is not supposed to be Saviors v2. Our intentions lays in the character developement of ex saviors in combination with new characters to create a new story line based on the RP that will happen IC. Who knows what will come out of this. A butterfly or a moth? nobody knows.
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    Big shoutout to the forest campfire gang from last night. Had so much fun! @Pussy @Harvard @Aisling @Derek Steel @Watchman - As always. Love our characters and the bond we have. So much fun! Thanks for all the amazing times And the rest of the gang @Voodoo @Franny @DaRsnn @Grim @BrianM @AlanM Always the best RP with everyone around!
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    I'm finally getting closer to truly turning my way of thinking into a completely positive lifestyle. It has been a strange journey so far. Many won't quite understand, but enlightenment is a different word from person to person. Just know, that if you're taking the time to read this, and that you might in some way feel you've become a little extra self-aware from this post, well done. Life can be such a beautiful thing when viewed at the correct angles, do you appreciate your life for what it is?
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    "Eye for an eye" "Tooth for a tooth" Noah McKaine Intensifies
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    It'll always be like that, just a simple game bug. As long as you've set your character's name under 'Profile Name' in the DayZ launcher, your in-game name will automatically change to that when you join a server.
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    Gear RP is just a salt term derived from a misinterpretation of rule 4.4. The correct punishment would be for BadRP if it was the typical 5 second robbery or exceptionally gear-focused RP, to the point of detracting from the actual roleplay. As for hostages talking shit, I'll instantly lose respect for a hostage who doesn't RP out fear. However, RPing out fear doesn't mean being a pussy, its indicating you've got the common sense to know your situation is shit and acting accordingly. The same applies to hostage takers whose only threat to keep me in line is shooting me if I give even a tiny bit of verbal resistance. Sure you can do that but its about as fun for me as it would be for you if I was a supersoldier hostage.
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    Hope you're all having a wonderful evening, friends
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    I work with a well known Scottish car company called Arnold Clark as a Parts Apprentice. Basically I sell car parts to any of the local garages or anyone who comes in to buy parts for their car. I'm also on the phone a lot of the time to the other branches spread across Scotland and England. It's a 3 year apprenticeship and i'm currently in my first year. After my 3rd year I will be qualified to work in any type of automotive industry.
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    I just found out it was some of your group who found me Sat. Of course, walk away from computer for 20 seconds...and people are there. Sorry about that! still managed to scare each other by accident lol anyways, I really enjoyed your rp! My ch was terrified, and it was really nice you all were kind to her. You look like an interesting group and I hope we can run into each other some more!
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    I'm an administrator at an employment agency. So if any y'all broke bois needa job hit me up.
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    Real life footage of me and @Solo shotting flake.
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    Really pissed, and have been for the past 2 weeks. Half my shitty fucking teachers barely teach, I’m stuck either not understanding or being unable to focus on shit because this absolute fucking genius doesn’t teach, and let’s people do whatever the hell they want. It feels like I walk in, space out for 2 hours, do some math shit because that’s my only good teacher and then sit around doing nothing for the next 4 hours. This place is a hell hole full of robots and what I can only describe as a mentally handicapped people. plz help
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    Damn.. you were one of the good ones.
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    Excuse me? Last played: 7 hours ago 94 hours in game. Rude.
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    Only hope for the server tbh, go kill a lot of people
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    FINALLY! So happy this was eventually posted and happy for you guys to make a big return. Lore is a good read and graphics look great, can’t wait to see where this goes It’s too bad I won’t be able to join you for a while.
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    Cheers gents! This is gonna be fun
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    Hello comrades Soon™
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    No need for a second server, the only thing it was used for was hiding stashes so that no one on the first server could accidentally run into them, and gearing up at the airfield without the risk of having to roleplay with people. It also allowed for the possibility of ghosting, as people could use the second server to get inside a base or other position that were hard to get into on the first server (which we had quite a few issues with when the second server was up not that long ago). It's better to have all the RP, settlements, etc, on one server, than having them split up on 2 or more.
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    Kinda feeling like mad shit lately. Back around late July-August of 2018 I overdosed. Don't talk much about it because I was pretty embarrassed and ashamed up until recently when I became more open about it. Came pretty close to dying. Obviously, didn't and spent a couple of months in rehab on and off and after some tests and post examination and follow ups with doctors, I was initially told I was very lucky and that there wasn't any readily apparent long term effects to it outside of the obvious. I was incredibly lucky as I had friends around me at the time that almost immediately knew what was going on. I was relieved at the time but that original prognosis might have been inaccurate. My short term and to an extent my long term memory are going to absolute shit and it's incredibly noticeable to myself and people around me. Reading things over and over again and find myself reading the same lines for minutes at a time, trying to recall something from not too long ago or something I said just minutes before, losing track of where I am in a conversation constantly, it's just so fucking frustrating. Going to check back in with the Doctor sometime this month to see if there's anything to be done but I fucking doubt it. There's been a couple of occasions where I have literally been mid conversation with someone and my mind wanders and blanks so hard mid sentence I forget what I was saying, what we were talking about, and what was even said in the first place. And I have a very noticeably harder time focusing on multiple things at once. Multitasking feels borderline impossible. If i'm typing something and someone's trying to talk to me in Teamspeak for instance, I legit just don't hear them half the time and the other half of the time I tunnel vision hard until i'm done typing and literally can't respond. Frustrating and scary at the same time. I've suffered from mental illness most of my life, as it runs in my family on my mothers side, but this is still very new, possibly permanent, and therefore fucking terrifying. It's very worrying to occasionally scroll through my phone and see texts I sent to people or calls I made that I don't remember that happened on the same fucking day. Don't do drugs kids. No, not even the really cool ones.
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    Long post incoming, so If you can't be asked reading it I don't blame you. Here we go I guess, I've been feeling really bad the last week or 2, like absolute shit. The reason as to why is because a girl that I have been absolutely in love with, and have been together with for the past 5 years decided to break my heart by cheating on me. The only reason I even found out about it in the first place is that the person she cheated on me with told my best friend, who then told me as he felt that I should know. When I questioned her about it she kept lying to, claiming nothing happened and that she only went to his place to talk because the guy was having issues with his girlfriend, the same story she gave me 4 days prior when I asked her why she was home so late. It wasn't until I confronted her with it and told her that my friend told me everything that she decided to come clean and tell me the truth. To make matters worse, 2 days after I broke up with her she sent me a message that they are apparently dating now. I guess that's how longs it takes to get over a relationship of 5 years, 2 fucking days... Ever since I broke up with her for cheating on me, I've been feeling like absolute shit. I absolutely loved the shit out of this girl, she was everything for me for the past 5 years. Every day when I woke up next to her I felt blessed, she was my only motivation to get out of bed and actually do things. She came into my life when I was stuck in a terrible depression and helped me get through it, or at least suppress it with her presence. The past 5 years we have been through thick and thin together, I did everything for her and wanted nothing more than for her to be happy. I worked my ass off every day and spent every cent I earned on her to make her happy, supported her in every way I could and was there for her whenever she needed me. When her grandmother got sick I saved up 1200,- to buy 2 plane tickets so that we could visit her on Aruba, and did the same when her Uncle was getting married. For the past 5 years this girl has been my life, and now she's gone. I wake up in the morning and just lay there, no clue what I'm supposed to do anymore. I get up eventually, do shit at home that I have to do and crawl behind my computer to play some games. DayZRP and playing games with my friends helps me forget about it for a while, but that façade eventually fades away and reality kicks back in again. I'm in absolute shock, as I can still not believe that this has actually happened. 5 years I've been with the girl. Done nothing but support her, take care of her, spent every cent I had on her for what. Just for her to lie to me, cheat on me and start dating the fucking dude 2 days after we've broken up. This girl was the only reason I was happy and had the motivation to actually do stuff, and I'm afraid that now that she's gone, I'm gonna fall back into the depressed state that she met me in. I'm also fucking pissed that I apparently meant so little to her that it only took her 2 fucking days to get over me, whilst I'm here feeling like absolute shit for the past 2 weeks. I don't know, I just feel like absolute ass and I really hope that I don't fall back to the state that she met me in 5 years ago. TL;DR: Girlfriend cheated on me, I am sad.
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