I met Borris the first time when I Avery got brutalized and was heavily injured. He was in Taryns camp and he helped her as some sort of assistant. We didn't really talk much back then. The next time I saw him, he rescued my life together with Taryn. I was bleeding out on the tower of zub castle... laying in my own blood. I felt cold and I was drifting in and out of consciousness. I was looking to the wall and everything was blurry. I thought I would die but even when... I didn't regret what I did. I would have died for Avery, my best friend. I remember Taryn, Borris and Jaxon talking while they were taking care of my wounds. They brought me back to their camp and I got better again. We stayed with them and as we moved camps to above Severograd me and Borris talked more. I enjoy his silliness, it makes me smile again. He couldn't see it beneath my mask but it did. He didn't know how much it meant to me. I remember when we were sitting in that truck which was crashed in the camp and we were pretending to get an imaginary generator. It was... fun. I like the way he laughs, it automatically makes me smile and I can't even explain why. I love listening to him and his russian accent. It sounds nice and I like the way how he cares about us. Everyone. And soon enough I was in love with him. I just didn't wanted to realize it because I was scared. Scared of being close to someone again... scared to lose someone again... scared of being abandoned. When he grabbed my hand for the first time, I felt butterflies in my stomach and I felt something again. Since Novy I felt disconnected and apathic and not being able to show feelings but its different with him. I feel. He gave some of the things, that I thought that are lost, back to me. When he gave me that ring, I was so happy. When Taryn told us that we are engaged now, it didn't felt wrong. I was truly happy. I love him deeply. I don't think I can express how much he means to me.