I'll tell you something from my childhood. Having grown up in Chernogorsk I had a pretty childhood, no violence in the family Social contacts in school and a lot of fun in my butcher training. Yes but somehow I could not after the completion of my training Really what started with the occupation, annoyed the customers and my boss, so I lock after two years the decision to go to the military, to the CDF. I hoped for a good pay and since I had no family except my parents, I had to worry about nothing. The basic training was quite hard, but I've been through it when I was also hard, I never thought the soldier so Effort will be. But anyway after which I finished with it true, I had what I wanted I was a real professional soldier.The first years of true peace, we had not much to do the one or the other deployment abroad but not really what a life would have cost, So we spent most of our time in our barracks.

When I think of it Back I miss the time in the barracks, yes and how I miss them now I sit here with my comrades no friends I should probably rather say in a building, we have no idea what is going on out there, we hear Screams and shots the radio of the coming talks of madmen the one attacking and killing, our squad was said to we should secure the electric. Yes, we did try to sit but we will try to get on the road, said to do what we had to see, no one could have prepared for it. People killed themselves on open road for no reason to call. They did not react until we shot in the air Reacting them.

A fatal error as we soon realized we were overwhelmed by these things, we had only a choice shoot or die. We shot but it lured only more of them to those who were still running for their lives, enclosed me. When none of these things were seen, we went to HQ, where we had to find that no one was there anymore, the radio is dead, so we hid ourselves a few days it will already come who, but also after one Week no one came some of us Made the way alone to find out what is going on here. I waited a few more days until the supplies went down and then set me off, no one can say what is happening here or how many more lives, yet one thing is clear my life goes beyond everyone else when me who is useful He can be like to move around with me but only as long as he benefits me.