After graduation I aspired to be a doctor and got a job at my neighborhood hospital. I wasn’t to keen on this one though because of its reputation of malpractice; however, it was the only one available and there’s cute nurses that work there. Which I ended up dating one for awhile until she faked a pregnancy on me and tried to get me to marry her, stupid me always attracting the crazy ones. I caught her lying by finding the actual test in the trash and it read negative. I think my mom taught me a thing or two about catching liars. Thats at least one thing I can thank her for. Everything else she practically screwed up in my life. My relationship with my dad by hiding him from me my whole life and the countless “step daddies” she’s brought into our home can name a few.
As soon as I turned 18 I moved out and got an apartment with my girlfriend at the time, not the one who lied about being pregnant. This was my first love, the one I thought I’d marry. But she was hit by a drunk driver and I never got to see her again. The pain is still in me but I’ve managed to bottle it up and hide it with hookups here and there to numb it all. I believe there is a solution to every problem, but the solution isn’t always the end all be all. Which is why I’m like I am today, acting like I’m fine and writing a biography on myself in an old town on the other side of the earth. The events that led me up to this point in my life are ultimately my fault but the fault is not negative, it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. More later.