"I yearn for the good days, where we only had to worry about our future and not tomorrow.
You begin to appreciate stuff and things when they're no longer there. I miss mother and the people from the university, I miss the times where you didn't had to hunt for yourself, and a steaming meal, which was ready to be eaten, was waiting at home for you.
Chaos became part of your everyday life. It hurts to never see your loved one's again, but we just keep going till the end. I wouldn't call it hope, but simply the will to survive."