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Journal

IN PROGRESS || COMPLETE || FAILED

- Unhook yourself from Oxycodone. 
- Make three friends around the ranch.
- Fix things with people you've pushed away.
- Workout and get stronger. Get some muscle on you. (Assigned by Zeke)
- Reach Nyheim City with Zeke. (Assigned by Zeke)
- Learn how to shoot marksman rifles
- Learn how to shoot automatics
- Make friends with doctors and learn to trust them. (Assigned by Zeke)
- Get a fully functioning farm going on the Ranch.
- The doors of the past are shut/locked, look forward. (Assigned by Blaque & Grey)
- Abolish the Ivanovs and the Cultists
- Kill the clowns and save Ryan

5 Slots, can either be filled with  or
 

@XoEmmaXo
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I don't know too much about her, but knowing her from her time in PLIKT she's been very nice to me.
She's helped Josh patch me up a couple times, and is more caring than the rest of the soldiers. It's like she understands me.
I wish I knew more about her, but I don't see her around that often anymore. Her involvement with PLIKT makes me untrusting towards her.

@TheBishop
       
This guy has always been nice to me. He corrects me when I'm wrong, and encourages me when I'm right.
He's a good fighter too! The championship ring he put on recently was really fun to go to!
He put me in a rough spot recently, I feel like I upset him.

@ChaoticCutie
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Dr. Blaque has truly been one of my closest friends since my arrival at Nyheim.
He never pushes too far, he knows exactly what to say and when to say it. He's always there when I need him.
I couldn't have asked for a greater mentor or friend. I don't deserve him. Maybe it's time to let go of the past.
If I get him hurt, I'll never forgive myself.

@Mister Zinc
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Our friendship was rocky at first, him and the rest of the Templars are a rough crowd.
I think we've mended our issues and are now seeking a common goal: The destruction of the cultists.
I got him hurt today. He got hurt because of ME. I need to find a way to make it up to him.
We ride together, we die together. Brick and the templars have my back, and me theirs.

@AleksObrien
        
Chance took me in when I had nowhere else to go. He gave me a place at the ranch to stay, and makes sure I'm taken care of.
He reminds me a little bit of Zeke. I'm scared to get close to him. I don't want him to get hurt. I'll get him hurt.
He's changed. Something about him makes me want to distance myself. He tries a little too hard to be my parent.
I know it's all out of love, but it's a little too much sometimes.
He's gone off the deep end, I tried talking to him but our perspectives are just too different.
I still care for him, I hope he'll be okay.

MULTIPLE HOSTILES
        
I tried to be on good terms with them, but they threw that away.
Just like the other cultists, these bastards care nothing for human life.
They've taken Ryan from me, and have left their mark upon my mind and body.
There's going to be much suffering within their ranks soon.

@V Fusion
        
You're pretty relaxed. A little driven, just like me. I can respect that.
You stand by your people, and try to do what's right.
I take it back. You're a fucking coward. Traitorous piece of shit.

@FrankyBob
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Another good rancher. He's taken great care of me, and tries his best to understand who I am.
I feel like our connection isn't that deep and could be a little better, maybe I should talk to him one on one.

Red Gunter
        
I'll miss you, Goonie. You got me where I needed to go, and you did that well.
I'm sorry I couldn't take better care of you. I'll fix you up one day.
Until then my friend, rest easy.

@Niller | @Nova
        
Fuck these guys. Fuck their logic. Fuck everything about them. They're going to suffer.
You hurt my friends, you ruined my stuff. You have no respect for anyone but yourselves.
You're going to die.

@XavierTaeryn
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Jack has been a major part of my recovery since my encounter with the Cults.
He's able to speak ASL and really tries hard to understand where I'm coming from.
While he's always been there for me, he's not always the best with his words.
He tries to be comforting and supportive, but it doesn't always land.

@Bapple
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Hailey has helped take care of me since I got to Nyheim. She ran a group in the north staying at a place called "New Haven".
She made what other people call a mistake and a lot of people got hurt. I don't think she made a mistake, but I can't say that to anyone.
She feels bad about the whole situation and has gone off the radar. I miss her a lot but I understand why she left.
I want to hang around with her more but I'm scared I'll bring trouble to her.

@Wolfington
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He's a caring, hardworking man. The men in PLIKT gave him a run for his money and he struggled to keep control.
His men are responsible for a lot of my suffering, and that's something I can't just ignore.
I haven't run into him in a while, I hope to see him again soon. He got really hurt fighting for New Haven, and I can respect him a little more for that.

@APerfectMojo
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Joe is a nice guy. He's really good at guitar and has a great singing voice.
He's the kind of person that the new world is going to need to keep hopes alive.
He can always lighten the mood, and really tries hard to keep morale up. 
I need to protect him.

@Hamthir
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Josh has patched me up a couple times now. Despite my caution towards him, he's shown he'll be there when I need him.
His affiliation with PLIKT makes me a little careful towards him, I have to be careful.
I wonder if there's more to him, I'll keep my distance for now.

@Derek Steel
        
I don't know much about him.
He provided me with some supplies when I last visited New Haven.
He owns a place called the "Smoky Loki" with Richi, maybe I should stop by.
I thought you were a good guy. But I guess I was wrong. You're going to get your people, my friends, killed.

@Fae
       
Ever sine I met Nat, she's given off this serious and tough persona. But I see through it. That's not the real her.
She's kind, caring, and protective of her friends and family that surround her. She's always been very kind to me.
There's something more to her that she doesn't tell anyone. I hope she's okay.
She's strong. She cares. But I feel sometimes she's too afraid to take the action needed.
We've grown closer, but I'm scared she wont be there when I truly need her.

@MxBAD
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Raccoon has been a friend of mine since the Ranch.
I know him but I dont know him, ya know? He's just kind of... there.
I appreciate him though, I don't think we really have issues.

@Siberia
        
Richi has stopped by the ranch a couple times, and was a friend of mine in New Haven.
He's quiet, but a skilled hunter. Seems to be here to help people. I wish I knew more about him.
I've gotten to know him a little better, and he's really nice. I think we're gonna make good friends.
He's been a little bit of an ass recently, but that's on the both of us... I hope his eye is okay...
You're a fucking traitor and a coward. I hate you.

@ImAndrew
        
Rooster terrifies me. I said the wrong thing to him and suffered the consequences.
He always seems to pop up just as I'm starting to move on from what happened.
I plan on staying far, FAR away from him. He works with some mercs now. I need to be careful.
You're going to die. I hate you. You're not allowed to haunt my nightmares anymore. It's you or me now, bitch.
A surprising turn of events has led me to believe that you're not as bad as I thought... The world is much more evil than I thought. Maybe there's more to you.
Nope. I was wrong. You're just like the rest. Can't even be honest with me when you have an army behind you. Fucking coward.

@Misky
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Ryan has been one of my best supports since I came to Nyheim.
He's given me a place to live, provided medicine and food, shared information.
We're different, but we understand each other through our differences.
You've fallen victim to the clowns, but I know you're not gone yet. I'm coming. Hang in there.
I failed you. I'm sorry.

@nuggets
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Scarlett has been a close friend of mine, even when she was a PLIKT soldier.
She always had her doubts about them, and chose to follow her own path instead, it's respectable.
She got hurt in the fight protecting New Haven against PLIKT and Noah's gang, I need to watch over her.
I want to hang with her more but I'm scared of losing her.

@Archaeah
        
Vanille, or "V" as some people call her is another close "friend" of mine.
She's helped me out more times than I can count, and has proven she'll be there when I need her.
I want to be close to her but I'm scared.
Our friendship has grown a tad stronger, I'm scared that I really hurt her recently, I want to make sure she's okay.
You're all traitors. How could you?