Freak

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  • Birthday 05/28/00

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  1. Thanks guys, means a lot, and Simatho I'd give you beanz but I've given 5, I'll pass em tomorrow <3 And Pontiff, I probably just need to sit back and think about some stuff, write some things down, but if I ever need a hand I'll shoot you a message
  2. Howdy, welcome back old man
  3. Hey DayZRP, Some of you have probably seen me pop up out of nowhere on the forums recently, wondering who the fuck is this Freak kid. Well my horrific activity is due to college, which is a (sort of) military college, which has major restrictions on how I use the internet. I go back tomorrow afternoon. This being said, hopefully I should still be able to make occasional posts and keep up with the community, because to be frankly honest, just reading and posting stuff on here is one of the few things that actually makes me really happy. I sorta feel like an attention-whore about what I'm gonna write, and many of you will see it as irrelevant but I see the people in this community as actual decent people, something a lot of my IRL friends aren't. So getting to the point, I'm at a point in my life where I'm struggling, like bad. I'm at a college I hate, and have signed a contract, which basically forces me to sign a contract into the British Army for three years as an Officer. I'm only 16 for those wondering, but it's to do with my whole college thing. If I were able to back out I would, but some of you probably know the struggle of not wanting to disappoint or cause extra struggle for your parents, and making them pay the government thousands of pounds, you know... I can't do that. So right now, I feel locked in a tunnel that I want to leave, but there's no exit. Damn cringey... I'll admit, I've thought about suicide loads, and it's almost a daily occurrence that I picture myself dying, which apparently is pretty normal so... I sorta need other people's opinions, on how they feel about this feeling; "People tell me it'll only get better from here, then life pushes me down. Then it offers me a hand, and as I use it to get up, it kicks me back down." That's sorta how I feel... Also just losing a relationship that's lasted almost two years, one being at long distance due to my college, only to find out (today) that it was because of another guy making moves, and that it had been going on for months before it ended. Ok, I'm like super sorry for posting this sort of thing. It probably is attention-whoring, but like I said earlier. Stupidly, this community and the base behind this whole forum, really fucking helps. In the upcoming holidays you'll probably see my activity fly through the roof or something, but thanks guys a fucking bunch for just being actual cool dudes.
  4. Probably the most badass religious depiction ever. 100/10
  5. Genji I see you around a lot 9/10
  6. Love the name Ash, and who doesn't love Clem 10/10
  7. T'is I. You didn't even fucking say anyone Toez Toez ex dee lmao
  8. [Whilst not required, it is recommended listening to the MP3 whilst reading] *You tune in just as Money Honey is ending. The host, Clancy Road, begins talking* "Another favourite from Mr Presley, I wonder what'd be like to be him. Tell me, would you want the fame and fortune, or would you hate it? There's been a bit more chatter on the radio in recent hours, so sit tight for a few minutes listener, and I'll fill you in with all the good stuff." "A recognisable voice, Teddy, yes from a previous broadcast, is looking to trade. His willing to give up his ol' trusted Steyr AUG for... Let's see, SP-6 rounds, I think that was it? Oh and a 10 round VSS mag. He's holding a load of 5.56 to go with the AUG and can be found on the open frequency." "A, sad moment, or at least for some it seems. There's been a death reported, a man by the name John Moody, seems to have had an accident involving a staircase, that's one way to go out. The man to have claimed this also claims to be the new leader of a group named the 'Saviours'. Apologies for, being to misinformed on this, but I'm not too sure who they are or he is so I can't say anything at the moment, but judging from people's responses he wasn't the most liked, but, but, but! I didn't know the man, so rest in peace." "Lastly in radio chatter, a fella by the name, Connor, is looking to hire musicians, yep you heard that right. An unusual request, but hear his story! It's for his ageing father, and as a caring son he'd like to give him a surprise. It may be worth taking note his father is said to be a pretty rich man, however has an expensive taste." "I do wonder sometimes, how much time is left? When will we drop? You know, that's a bad subject, however time can still be interesting. One man who certainly knows that is coming straight up, welcome Bill Haley, with Rock around the Clock." *The next songs plays, and is followed by other music*
  9. This was my first character http://www.dayzrp.com/characters/display-4
  10. The red and purple triggers me so hard, but sweet pic none-the-less 8/10
  11. 2/10 never seen you on forum games
  12. A lot of Jacks 6/10, pretty sure I've done you before but fuck it
  13. Good pics, good backstory, genuinely interesting character 9/10 x